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Vol. 4 No. 2 Queer Ruralisms

Vol. 4 No. 2 (2024): Queer Ruralisms

Finding a Rural Trans South: Queer Migration and Belonging in Meredith Russo's If I Was Your Girl (2016)

DOI
https://doi.org/10.25364/27.4:2024.2.2
Submitted
July 11, 2023
Published
2024-10-03

Abstract

Meredith Russo's 2016 young adult novel If I Was Your Girl follows the story of Amanda Hardy, a recently transitioned 19-year-old, fleeing suburban Atlanta to live with her estranged father in rural Lambertville, Tennessee, an apocryphal space somewhere in the Appalachian foothills along Interstate 75. Twentieth- and twenty-first century queer narratives and historiographies tend to depict migrations towards urban centers, but Russo's novel envisions the opposite: a trans girl seeks anonymity in a conservative rural space where she is unknown so that she can pass as trans and live as a "normal" girl, not a queer person. This essay analyzes the different ways that Russo's novel engages with narratives of queer migration for gay, lesbian, and bisexual individuals while also offering a revision to that narrative for a trans person seeking to fit into cisgender and heteronormative social settings, not fleeing them for queer urban space.